Tears in Heaven

上星期 Halu 無代無誌突然發高燒
而就這麼剛好那兩天一直在收音機裏聽到這首歌曲
我並不想迷信
但看著她燒紅紅的臉
睡覺時微弱地喘息
心裏總不免毛毛的
是玫瑰疹嗎？還是嚴重的川崎症？
會不會是腦膜炎？還是去上海染上了禽流感？
......
如果我真的失去她呢？
我能承受得住嗎？

相信每個新手媽媽都會有這樣胡思亂想的經驗
當自己的寶貝遇到看似難關的時候
而我更知道
有些媽咪的遭遇是不單單胡思亂想而已
而是真的無法保住自己的寶貝...

這是首令人掬淚的曲子
For my friend who just miscarried her baby.

Tears in heaven Eric Clapton

Would you know my name ?
If I saw you in heaven
Would it be the same ?
If I saw you in heaven
I must be strong and carry on
Cause I know I don't belong here in heaven

Would you hold my hand ?
If I saw you in heaven
Would you help me stand ?
If I saw you in heaven
I'll find my way through night and day
Cause I know I just can't stay here in heaven

Time can bring you down
Time can bend your knees
Time can break your heart
Have you begging please, begging please

Beyond the door there's peace I'm sure
And I know there'll be no more tears in heaven